in need of stimuli. like, totally.


Saturday, August 02, 2003
blogger kinda screwed up in the evening just now, couldn't publish my entry... only did like 5 minutes ago.

alright, going to be rather packed tomorrow, let's run through what's going to happen...

0715: wake
0800: give derek and jun jie morning call
0815: leave house
0830: reach lakeside MRT
0845: reach clementi MRT
0900: reach bryan's condo, swim
1100: wash up, leave for town
1145: meet wendy at DB MRT
1200: shop for stuff (shorts, swimming trunks, shirt, googles)
1300: reach any town MRT
1345: reach Boon Lay MRT, meet Sherlynn(?)
1410: reach CHC, choir practise
1600: gym
1900: dinner

you can pratically stalk me. haha, just kidding.


Friday, August 01, 2003
didn't perform the last Wednesday. performance pushed to this coming Wednesday. oh well. busy week, stuff happening and all.

Wendy's helping me get a shirt at Topshop now, heh, finally i'd have something to wear at service this week, something new at least, have been wearing the same blue U2 shirt since God knows when. hee. listens: The Zephyr Song - RHCP

waiting for Cell Group now. oh, NDU sent me a letter... i'm supposed to report this coming Thursday. oh man, Divers...

ookay, maybe i'll blog more later. out.


Tuesday, July 29, 2003
well, well. God is good, all the time. and all the time, God is good.

you know how i went for Arts Night audtition and didn't get in and all, well... apparently Arts Night sucked (from what i gather from many sources) and so i guess its a blessing in disguise no? and i'm performing for Pioneer-Rama tomorrow afternoon. wooh~ organised by the 4th SC, hope they don't screw up or whatever.

hmmm... oh, for the recording company thing... i guess with every committment comes a cost to it. this one will cost me $350 over the course of 6 months... and i'm forking out the cash myself, paying a hundred a month. that's like half my month allowance but i guess its worth the sacrifice. i'm hoping for the blessings of God to come, because he is a God that wants to bless, and what you sow, you shall reap. i believe.

talking about money matters... 2nd payment for this year's prom is 40 bucks and its tomorrow. man, its never rains but it pours! so many things on my mind, yet unable to express here. i'm in stasis. God, watch over me please.

-phone conversation ensues-

man! bad news, Dean is suffering pains in his chest and stomach areas... and he mght not be coming to school tomorrow *gasp* oh God... he's the guitarist for the gig tomorrow... of all the times...

apparently he's trying to get a replacement just in case he ain't coming tomorrow, looks like practise all over again. oh well, not that i don't enjoy it. the arts is my life. be a light, shining for God...

for he who asks shall receive, he who seeks shall find, and he who knocks on the door, will be answered. Amen.


Monday, July 28, 2003
watched "Tomb Raider: The Cradle of Life" today wah... so hip... *lol* its okay, but my friend who sat beside me complained that it was too hyped up. i think he's albeit upset, coz' he lost his phone last week (the fancy Nokia metal one) oh well, i think its okay (i'm repeating) although the cinema in CCK Lot 1 sucks. i mean, c'mon, give the people some leg-room... and its amazing how sticky the floor can get.

hmmm... got a whole bunch of stuff to hand up tomorrow, plus i've to see kwek. darn. math, economics, gp research, some testimonial thing. never rains but it pours huh.

oh, but there's one thing that's interesting tomorroe, gonna go for Pioneer-rama (Pano-rama? whateva). performing with Edvin and Dean, auditions that is. hrmz, "When You Say Nothing At All". aight, out.


Sunday, July 27, 2003
note to self: either i clean my keyboard or get a new one. i'm disgusted.

right, hello again. yes you, the person that faithfully reads my every entry. although i might not know that you do, but yeah. =)

i don't really wanna blog much, just some. oh, i can't stand my dad, but those who read my other older blog would already know that. whatever. hmmm... yesterday was okay, but let's start with Friday. i recall going for the inter-college choir competition. its good, ACJC won, again (as expected). they're good, and i guess they won coz' that and the rest were kinda boring. heh.

what else, oh, Saturday i did quiet time with God... its okay, coz' i don't really do quiet time with God... yes yes, i know its bad, but i'm trying my best alright. hmmm... was suppose to go shopping with Jayne but she kinda "flew my aeroplane" (some chinese phrase for standing me up, translated literally). didn't get that shirt that i planned to get this week. awww...

today's okay. i'm supposed to fast tomorrow for this prayer group with my church people in school, that we'd have a place to be at this Wednesday... oh, and one guy's grandparent is down with heart and kidney failure... praying for healing and protection tonight i guess.

Lord, why's it so hard to love one's parent sometimes... Honour thy father and thy mother. Lord, help me... i want to believe, help me overcome my unbelief.