in need of stimuli. like, totally.


Friday, February 13, 2004
argh. rant of the day: i dropped my phone. CRUD! buttons have stopped responding. all of em' except for the power button. how nice.

okay, chuck that aside. seems that i've a problem with devices nowadays. phone in room stopped working... batteries in my hi-fi losing power. now this! o_O what's the world coming to.

okay, it does strike me as wierd that when i come back blogging and all, people go on hiatus. i mean, what a coincidence. its either they just stop blogging or all they blog is bad news. like bad stuff happening. well, other than my phone, i guess my life has been great. praise the Lord. =) went out with her yesterday. i got my first valentine's gift this year. w00t. heh, celebrated her birthday. am happy. ate a lot. too much.

whee. hopefully i see her on Sunday. =)


Monday, February 09, 2004
today was good.

i went out! knee brace and all. haha, met up with her. at the school bus stop... then we went to Taka. yeah, its good. a tad bit wierd though, people staring at my brace. hmmm... okay lah, its strange, i admit it.

then i went down to Tinybox... did the auditions. w00t. finally i can look forward to them sending me a letter that'll most probably say that i didn't make it. kinda got disinterested in it after the long 2-month break already. well chinese has never been my forte anyhow, what more singing in chinese. can't imagine doing demos in chinese. so que sera sera. oh, and i met this friend called Yi Xin, which is like so 'qiao' because it just is. the last i saw her was 2 years back, and there she was doing the audition too.

haa... hospital trip tomorrow. don't think i'd be jamming with the guys. oh well, another time when its more suitable. *sigh* i do hope they remove my stitches tomorrow. and that it won't hurt that much.

oh, sorry i digress. but if you ever go do an op and they put a drain (like a tube stuck into your body, linked to a bottle where blood accumalates) in you, do look forward to when they pull it out of you. it is one HELL of a sensation. let's just say i was in shock after they did it. o_O nasty.


whoops, i just realised i got the spelling all wrong. o_O what it should have been: St. Margaret's, not St. Margeret's.

bah~ po-tay-to, po-tah-to.

well, i've been turning in these two days at dawn and waking up in the evening. its wrong. lalala, but i've nothing better to do. so... haha, whatever.

life has been okay. i think. i'm going to Tinybox tomorrow. to do my audition. like finally. been dragging it for like 2 months. then Tuesday i've a hospital appointment at NUH. ladida. Weds is someone's birthday. then Thursday i'm going out with someone. hopefully Friday too if possible. Saturday's cell group, changed because of the NS guys. then hopefully i'll be heading down to church on Sunday.

meanwhile! i like these lyrics. haha.

Off the "Toy Story 2" Soundtrack, by Sarah McLachlan

*//when somebody loved me
everything was beautiful
every hour we spent together
lives within my heart

and when she was sad
i was there to dry her tears
and when she was happy so was i
when she loved me

through the summer and the fall
we had each other that was all
just she and i together like it was meant to be

and when she was lonely
i was there to comfort her
and i knew that she loved me

so the years went by
i stayed the same
but she began to drift away
i was left alone
still i waited for the day
when she'd say i will always love you

lonely and forgotten
i never thought she'd look my way
when she smiled at me
and held me
just like she used to do
like she loved me
when she loved me

when somebody loved me
everything was beautiful
every hour we spent together
lives within my heart
when she loved me*//

sad, moving, emotional, marvellous.